elijahis4lovers

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 05:47:10 GMT

I haven't been on here in so long. Consider this a roll call to see who still reads this. Please and thank you. Maybe I'll start writing again.

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 00:19:00 GMT

I love this fucking storm. The only thing that would make it any better would be if I was on a beach right now.

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 01:59:11 GMT

Most of my posts are private these days. I guess I don't want people judging me or calling me emo or things like that. So I make them private. Not that I even think anyone reads this but the moment i think no one reads it and I post something then you know my page would blow up. Whatevs.

things to download

Thu, 18 Dec 2008 18:03:34 GMT

Brad Paisley - She's Everything
Goerge Jones - He stoped loving her today
Sugarland - Stay
John Michael Montgomery - I swear
Faith Hill - Breathe
Garth brooks - if tomorrow Never Comes
Carrie underwood
Dixie Chicks - Not ready to make nice
Carrie Underwood Before he Cheats

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 16:35:16 GMT

doglover199709

http://www.photobasement.com/11-examples-of-redneck-improvisation/

http://www.checkoutmyink.com/tattoos/dj_hughman/73636/zoomed

http://www.designspongeonline.com/2008/12/diy-project-kates-illuminated-canvas.html

http://www.angryalien.com/

Fri, 12 Dec 2008 06:08:22 GMT

Everyone is talking about wanting to go home. As home sick as I am, as homesick as I have been all year, I suddenly don't want to go home. I don't want to go home because that brings me so much closer to next semester. This semester has overwhlemingly not been a good one, but there have been so many good, wonderful things in it. I also don't really want to stay here. I am worried about ym parents not being able to afford to send me here much longer. i don't know what I would do if they couldn't. Maybe move here, get an apartment, but for what? I don't really know if I have a reason to stay. I don't really have a reason to go back to ohio either. God, what am i doing with my life?

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 05:35:22 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pXfHLUlZf4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a189xAYBRv8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWYNlCiHoOA

more stumbling

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 03:49:34 GMT

http://www.blahblahfish.com/en/
http://www.alternativereel.com/includes/articles/display_article.php?id=00011

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 03:31:53 GMT

http://www.cutoutandkeep.net/projects/beautiful_paper_snowflake
http://www.greenmanspage.com/guides/
http://www.sharenator.com/Go_back_to_Um_nevermind/
http://www.onehorseshy.com/
http://cowbird.110mb.com/46.html

songs to download

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 02:53:25 GMT

Again I go unnoticed - Dashboard Confessional
I Hate this part - pussycat dolls
Breakfast After Ten - Blue october

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 00:50:15 GMT

I just... I don't...

ouch.

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 05:08:46 GMT

the chive
http://stencilpunks.mattrunningnaked.com/
http://www.whitetrashmom.com/

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 05:18:59 GMT

I love it when I finally get the balls to turn on limewire and download shit. New music for the win! Specifically MGMT Kids and Joshua Radin Sky. Love!!!!

I wish i could find Athens Boys Choir on Limewire.

Next semester will be interesting. Attempting T. Attempting to learn to deal with me as me. Deep breathing. I must remember this.

Thanksgiving is close. There is so much to be done between then and now, over break, and definatley after. It will be so good though. So good. Then the show. I don't know if Grace will make it up to visit. She has a final 3.5 hours before her flight... we'll see. I have no money, so it might be for the best. i am running low on dining dollars and don't know how I'm going to eat at the end of the semester. Then home. I'm nervous. It'll be ok. Lot's of work there, hopefully at the meat packing place. They pay 11.60 an hour. I'll work my ass off though.

Time to fall into the world of music.

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 05:25:01 GMT

Douschebaggery! I'm full of it recently.

Something good about life? Protest in NYC on Saturday!!!! Woot Woot!

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 22:03:43 GMT

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 02:14:04 GMT

If I get called a young lady one more time... or if I find out something else about some stupid freshmen asking if ol eli is a boy or a girl...

I will probably not do anything violent at all, but sulk, a lot.

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 16:41:30 GMT

I miss Ohio.
I miss home.
I miss my family.
I miss family.

Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:06:05 GMT

My chest is killing me. It has been a problem pretty much since I moved back. And I've been shaking so much more than I used too. And barely eating. Something is wrong with me.

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 21:01:16 GMT

I miss home. Home meaning Ohio. Home hasn't meant Ohio in awhile, so it's kind of a big deal. I'm just listening to country songs now, thinking about my family and the open fields and the smell of corn which is probably still filling the air. I won't be there again until December. I am already feeling claustrophobic. I miss home.

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 07:38:06 GMT

Life has had it's ups and downs this summer. So far, I feel as though I have taken these events and learned from them, grown from them as best as I can. I need to speak to a few people, just to tell them that I am happy that they were in my life, for however short of time it may have been, I need to let certain people know that. Others, I need to let know how important they are to me know, how they are affecting my life on a daily basis. I guess, even if I don't let them know, at least I have figured that out.

Oh summer, how wild you are.

PS. Dark knight kicked ass.

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 21:16:32 GMT

Also, my decision to make an entire play list out of all my folk music was a really good one.

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 20:55:42 GMT

I got my binders ion the mail today (thanks babe) and they look nice. I've never had one slip on so smoothly though. I think I may size down next time. Anyway, hopefully I now look less booby and more muscley.

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 11:43:27 GMT

Yes, I am still feeling depressed, and confused, and thinking about changes and differences and who we used to be. And how it's weird that the people I write too write something along the same lines at the same time. And yes, I am still trying to figure out if I like this group. And yes this session isn't over, the most intense part is still to come, I am very excited for tonight. And no, not because my group will have left, I am excited because of four words...

Midnight Showing of Batman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 21:18:51 GMT

It's odd how music can change me. I can sit here, by myself, feeling perfectly content, happy evening, and then the right song hits, and I'm on the verge of tears, reliving old memories without any real reason. Then I hear a line and it clicks why those memories surged, and I wonder how some people are doing, people from my life before who I contact on occasion, but rarely, way too rarely. I miss them. But, the thing is, I miss who they were. i know they aren't that person anymore. Or maybe they are, and I'm not giving them a chance. Or maybe even if they are different, they could still be a good person, a person that I could enjoy spending time with, even call a friend.

God damn Chris...

I chalk this up to the fact that I've been near tears for the past three days.

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 05:09:31 GMT

Interesting bit of information... my old name is randomly in some databases on campus rather than my current name. Oddly, the only time I had my old name while being on campus was at Orientation. My name was changed before actually going to school. So... I'm rather confused...