I love this fucking storm. The only thing that would make it any better would be if I was on a beach right now.

Most of my posts are private these days. I guess I don't want people judging me or calling me emo or things like that. So I make them private. Not that I even think anyone reads this but the moment i think no one reads it and I post something then you know my page would blow up. Whatevs.

Brad Paisley - She's Everything
Goerge Jones - He stoped loving her today
Sugarland - Stay
John Michael Montgomery - I swear
Faith Hill - Breathe
Garth brooks - if tomorrow Never Comes
Carrie underwood
Dixie Chicks - Not ready to make nice
Carrie Underwood Before he Cheats

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http://www.angryalien.com/

Everyone is talking about wanting to go home. As home sick as I am, as homesick as I have been all year, I suddenly don't want to go home. I don't want to go home because that brings me so much closer to next semester. This semester has overwhlemingly not been a good one, but there have been so many good, wonderful things in it. I also don't really want to stay here. I am worried about ym parents not being able to afford to send me here much longer. i don't know what I would do if they couldn't. Maybe move here, get an apartment, but for what? I don't really know if I have a reason to stay. I don't really have a reason to go back to ohio either. God, what am i doing with my life?

Again I go unnoticed - Dashboard Confessional
I Hate this part - pussycat dolls
Breakfast After Ten - Blue october

I just... I don't...


ouch.

the chive
http://stencilpunks.mattrunningnaked.com/
http://www.whitetrashmom.com/

I love it when I finally get the balls to turn on limewire and download shit. New music for the win! Specifically MGMT Kids and Joshua Radin Sky. Love!!!!

I wish i could find Athens Boys Choir on Limewire.

Next semester will be interesting. Attempting T. Attempting to learn to deal with me as me. Deep breathing. I must remember this.

Thanksgiving is close. There is so much to be done between then and now, over break, and definatley after. It will be so good though. So good. Then the show. I don't know if Grace will make it up to visit. She has a final 3.5 hours before her flight... we'll see. I have no money, so it might be for the best. i am running low on dining dollars and don't know how I'm going to eat at the end of the semester. Then home. I'm nervous. It'll be ok. Lot's of work there, hopefully at the meat packing place. They pay 11.60 an hour. I'll work my ass off though.

Time to fall into the world of music.

Douschebaggery! I'm full of it recently.

Something good about life? Protest in NYC on Saturday!!!! Woot Woot!

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

If I get called a young lady one more time... or if I find out something else about some stupid freshmen asking if ol eli is a boy or a girl...

I will probably not do anything violent at all, but sulk, a lot.

I miss Ohio.
I miss home.
I miss my family.
I miss family.

My chest is killing me. It has been a problem pretty much since I moved back. And I've been shaking so much more than I used too. And barely eating. Something is wrong with me.

I miss home. Home meaning Ohio. Home hasn't meant Ohio in awhile, so it's kind of a big deal. I'm just listening to country songs now, thinking about my family and the open fields and the smell of corn which is probably still filling the air. I won't be there again until December. I am already feeling claustrophobic. I miss home.

Life has had it's ups and downs this summer. So far, I feel as though I have taken these events and learned from them, grown from them as best as I can. I need to speak to a few people, just to tell them that I am happy that they were in my life, for however short of time it may have been, I need to let certain people know that. Others, I need to let know how important they are to me know, how they are affecting my life on a daily basis. I guess, even if I don't let them know, at least I have figured that out.

Oh summer, how wild you are.

PS. Dark knight kicked ass.

Also, my decision to make an entire play list out of all my folk music was a really good one.